I have been pretty consumed with a lot of things that have left me feeling pretty paralyzed to write for a variety of reasons. The first being that I have literally not been sleeping so my ability to concentrate has been severely hindered. I also have felt like if I did write, it would just be pretty negative since I have been feeling really trapped lately. When I started this blog, the only thing I cared about was being able to hopefully make other people feel less alone by opening up about some of my “war stories.” I love writing and this has been a wonderful catharsis for me. However, now that I am filled with pretty negative emotions I am slightly torn between just blogging privately for a little while then publishing it later, only writing in my journal, not writing until I can be more helpful to you all, etc. My mind is just in a million different directions right now. So, while I am working on being able to get some sleep among other things, I thought I would re-post some of my blogs. I had done quite a bit of writing when I first started and since I am really grateful to have gained a bunch of new followers since that time, I did want to share some of my old work as well as touch base with you guys and let you know how I was doing.
Feel free to reach out to me at firstname.lastname@example.org and let me know how you guys are!